work sucks...

being a new guy in ca ompany is pretty hard to adjust with... being trained for techniques you already know is annoying... making you look stupid as if you dont know what you are doing is bitchin'.......it's just my second week... but i feel like quiting already... i dont know... but i'm just bored at work... 8 hrs... i'm just listening to my mp3 and to the murmurs of that Cambodian guy who is training me right now... i cant wait to move to another analysis and be trained there....but it's cool that every now and then i go out with my co-workers during break time... going to random places... cause i got no idea of the places to go there in irvine... actually that's the only thing that i like... eventhough i'm with the group.. i often find myself... looking far away... looking for something... and i not talking much... i dont know what happened to me... it's like i'm a different person already...it's been more than a year... since i left philippines... and a year with out social life... i dont go out... never been to a bar here in cali... it's not me anymore... maybe because i'm already used to living alone before.. an living with my parents is pretty hard to get used to... fuck this.... i wonder in 5 years in what country am i be living?moving from one place to another is kinda hard but i would like to experience every culture..... i dont care if i cant be thath rich... i dont really care about money....hmm.... how long will i stay in this company?i need working experience... so maybe a year or two? whatever...