i quit....

i just decided to quit... yeah... i quit smoking today... i think this is the 3rd or fourth time.... and i hope it would be the last time..... i'm just sick of it....

on the other side of my effin' life....work is just boring.... i just dont know why did i took up CHEMISTRY..... f*ck this course... though i liked the subject.. but i need a better work.... i just need something else.......it's just fucking boring right now.... and it's been only like 2 weeks.... i wish i could go back to college and take up fine arts instead... any course that would be inclined to art.... cause upto now i haven't been able to let go of that dream.... just being an artist... or whatever you wanna call it... i just want to do something that's fulfilling... for me.....i'll stay in this job cause i need the money... yeah money is everything right now... maybe i would win if i try playing some lottery...